2 1/2 years ago today, I became a mom. I saw my little fighter for the first time. Today fills me with many emotions - sadness, hurt, angry, outrage, fury and disgust.
Today is yet another milestone without my sweet boy. Another day we were robbed of. Another day that was taken from Trevor. He will forever remain a 9 month old baby. I can't even begin to imagine what he would look like or what new things he would be doing.
Everyday when I close my eyes, I can see his beautiful face - it warms my heart and breaks it at the same time.
"I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now"